Kangen Band -- Pujaan Hati lyric

Damn SAD song... Tiba-tiba teringat kisah lama...Arghh...:(

Days of Regrets

29th of october, this means Im 21 years, 7 months, and 18 days now,

or approximately I age 7902 days.

In this 7902 days, there's a LOT of things had happen.

I need to track back in time of how I've been doing for this past 7902 days.

Going through a lot of things.

Am I doing good, Am I doing fine?

All the changes I've made in life, does it worth?

Man, they always have regrets. They never ever sure of what will happen next.

Do things based on experience.

I hope every little things I've made in the past, present and the future

Will make sense 1 day.

*SAD MODE*

Missing someone.

It just so good to show how strong we are in the outside

but the real thing is no one knows what is it like in the inside

I wish I could be strong in both side

have a more passion on something

have something to hold onto

there's no doubt that I will always hold it all on to Allah

I just miss someone

Having someone by your side

It just the most wonderful things in life

Never abandoned yourself from other people

Live life to the fullest.

The Click Five - Empty Lyrics

Iam taking back my love

I'd give it all up, now I'm taking back my love,

my love, my love, my love...

I try hard to please you but I know it will never work that way.

I know how hard for you to accept all this, to accept what I did to you.

but I hope one day you will understand.

Relationship is not for me now.

I hope I make it really clear,

yes relationship is not for me now.

I just need my friends to cheer me up and support me. and that just it.

I need you as my friend. but if you hope for something more, I just cant say yes.

I suffer enough to see u suffer.

I suffer enough to get suffered by your sufferation.

I just cant help it.

I just cant get it fix. We just cant get it fix.

I am not for you and you know it, and you keep on pushing this relationship till this far

I got to end this.

Thanks for your love

'Am Sorry.

I deserve nobody

You dont deserve me

Used to think you were the one
Yeah the only one
Used to think we’d never part
I laid my heart
In your empty hands
Thinkin’ they were strong
Now I know that I was wrong

You don’t deserve me – no you don’t
You don’t deserve me-and I won’ t
Waste no more tears
Waste no more thoughts
Thinkin’ bout what could have been

You don’t deserve me – no you don’t
You don’t deserve me-so I won’ t
Give you my tears
Give you my thoughts
Because you do not deserve
someone like me

Oh boy, you took the very best
And just dropped the rest
My heart broke without a sound
Without a beat
When it touched the ground
You let me fall and I fell
But I learned the lesson well

And I know you ll never find someone like me

Yes you!

ARQ

Today Prof Adlina was jz advicing the student not to drop ARQ. and I'm SO agree with her. ARQ is Assertion and reasoning question. the only reason why they want to drop it because the question are too hard and lowered their marks. Damn, the students always want the easy way. Although I always want the easy way also but come on la, its Medicine. We are studying this not for saja2 and we are not tested and evaluated to prove how stupid the MAHSA MBBS student is (which is quite true) but this is for our own good. We'll never know which level we are now if we are not tested with all this type of questions. I dont even think they had ever tried enough. If we are not even out from the comfort zone, i think most of them will be very vulnerable to this type of virus I've just discovered, human Lazynoma and failurize Virus (HLFV). Its actually an endemic disease here in MAHSA. I hope they'll discover vaccines for this. They are so very senang lenang sometimes and im not envy, I just want everyone to wake up! We are actually not good enough compared to all other colleges out there (im talking about overseas's). I also sometimes very lazy and sleep all the time but at least I know I need to work hard for this. there's nothing easy about medicine. the only thing that easy if they make easy questions but in the future, do you think They will let u confront something very easy in ur life?

There is a long way to go guys... and this just the beginning. Even the beginning(which is nothing lg) pun you still always demand, still want easy easy easy. How can you face the future with this such of attitude. Think.