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Friday, December 28, 2012

Move on crisis.

What am I thinking? Move on Rafidatul Wajihah!
Moving on by mean trying to forget things which is previously bring pleasant to us.
(That is more like anhedonia, isn't it? Wateva) 
Its like trying to skip time but without any teCh device or time machine.
Its more like trying to tell the device up there inside our head to jz stop thinking bout the past.
But i need back up plan... No u dont.
Focus on what will happen next. Because the past wont happen again.
(Actually it will if we still do the same mistake...) 
But still, of course, learn from your mistakes.

Its not that i cant get over the past. I just dont have things to make me get over it. I mean like friends, or new activities, or new life.
I always forever alone, n i think Im very comfortable with that for now.
(I really hope that it wont be forever anyway...)
I think that when i do things alone, the quality will be better. Because Im able to focus better.
Is that good? Its not, right? Ahh I guess I am weird.

Oh well,
I will pass all this one day. 
You'll see.

I love myself n I have aim in life.
Peace out.



Thursday, May 24, 2012

Double-standard bastards.

The world are getting colder n colder everyday. The people are getting meaner and self-centered. What really happen to all you humans? What distract you away? What is your real objectives in life? What is the truth and what are lies? Which one is right and which is wrong? The world are getting lack of all these things. They couldn't differentiate it anymore. They even can't differentiate what humans n whats not. Self-humanity? There are gone. Trying to catch on something that is temporary. The meanest have it all. The world's mind have corrupted and destroyed. Full of egoistic and materialistic. No Sanity at all. Is it money that can satisfy you? Is it fame you craving for? Will that bring you happiness? 
Human. Even a 2nd pile of gold given to them they will never be satisfy. 
Letting other people die for their own selfish needs. 
Racism and religion being trade on.
Trying to judge every other religion and race without trying to be the best on it. 
Muslims are treated like rubbish. Palestine, Syria, Lebanon, Iraqi, Philippines, Thailand. 
They all treated like slaves in their own country. 
What is this?
Oh people who always talk about human rights and bullshits when it come to muslim girls with jilbab? 
What is this?
Did anyone give a damn about this? Did the human rights give a damn about this? Did anyone who act like holy in their own religion give a damn about this?
What are you trying to stand for? Whats more non human than ignoring how same human like us getting treated like dog?
Is this what you have been preached in your religion?
Trusting all the con media which everyone knows how con they are?
Terrorism? Tell me about it. How well you know about it. Give proofs.
Who started the first world war? Who killed about 20millions of aborigines in Australia? Who sent the nuclear bombs of Hiroshima and Nagasaki? Who kiled more than 100millions of Indians in North America? Who killed more than 50 millions of Indians in south America? Who took about 180 millions of African people as slaves and 88% of them died and was thrown in Atlantic ocean?
Muslims???
If muslim commit all these same crimes, he is a terrorist. 
Remove the double standard people.
Trying to make peace by ignoring other people killed for every breath you r taking rite now. 
"There is nothing we can do?"
for God sake.
at least remember, We all will die sooner or later. 
n we all will be judge for every thing we had done.
At least have some respect. 
At least try to know n SEEK for the truth.
At least don't believe in something that never been proven.
At least know that for every happy moment we are having right now, people there suffer till their last breath.
and THERE IS NOTHING WE CAN DO.

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Lovespain,


How it feels to be loved by someone you love? It must be damn wonderful.
Its just a myth ppl. You wont appreciate people who loves you and thats vice versa.
How it feels to love someone and you know its wrong? 
You finally found someone you really love but he is not the one for you?
Your love saying sweet words but when you see it through his eye you see lies.
Acting like you don't care but deep inside you are crying loudly.
It's painful! 
You want to end this but you can't. 
You love him.
Love alone won't make a relationship works.
Its a lot more than that. 
Ya Allah, help me.