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Saturday, August 21, 2010

Meditation upon the prophet

When being humilated, remember the Prophet SAW in Ta'if
When starving, remember the prophet SAW tying two stones to his stomach in the battle of Khandaq
When getting angry, remember the Prophet SAW control of anger on the martyrdom of his beloved uncle, Hamza a.s.
When losing tooth, remember the Prophet SAW tooth in the battle of Uhud
When bleeding from any part of the body, remember the Prophet SAW body covered in blood on his return from Taif
When feeling lonely, remember the Prophet SAW seclusion in Mount Hira'
When feeling tired in Solat, remember the Prophet SAW blessed feet in Tahajjud
When prickled by thorns, remember the Prophet SAW pain from Abu LAhab's wife
When being troubled by neighbours, remember the old woman who would empty rubbish upon the Prophet SAW
When losing a child, remember the Prophet SAW beloved son Ibraheem a.s.
When being in along journey, remember the Prophet SAW long journey to MAdinah
When going against Sunnah, remember the Prophet SAW intercession, (Ummati, ummati, ummati) (My Ummah)
Before shaving your beard, remember the Prophet SAW face when rejecting the beardless men who came to see him
When experiencing a lack of food, remember the Prophet SAW day of poverty
When experiencing poverty, remember the Prophet SAW advice to Ashaab-e-Suffa (People of Suffa)
When losing a family member, remember the Prophet SAW departure from this world
When being made an orphan, remember the Prophet SAW at the age of six
When sponsoring an orphan, remember the Prophet SAW sponsor of Zaid ibn Haritha
When fearing an enemy, remember the Prophet SAW advice to Abu Bakar in Mount Thour

Whatever you may do, remember that your deeds are shown to the prophet SAW. Are we pleasing or displeasing him?
Whatever a situation you find yourself in, remember your role model, the best of creation,
Prophet Muhammad SAW

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

SEMESTER 2 Result

SEMESTER 2

CVSCTX Anatomy: A-
Mini test 1 block CARDIOVASCULAR SYSTEM: B
Mini test 2 block CARDIOVASCULAR SYSTEM: B+

HEMQuiz Biochemistry (Block hematology): A
Quiz Pharmacology (Block Hematology): (28.5/30)
Mini test block HEMATOLOGY: A-

RESPCTX Anatomy: B
Mini test 1 block RESPIRATORY SYSTEM: A-
Mini test 2 block RESPIRATORY SYSTEM: B

Final EXAM:
CVS+HEM+RESP= B+

Alhamdulillah...
Aku takkan berjaya tanpa pertolonganMu...:)


Adakah cukup dengan membenci dalam hati?

Adakah cukup dengan membenci dengan hati?
Apabila seorang sahabat melakukan sesuatu yang dilarang Allah
Adakah cukup membenci dengan hati?
Sekiranya seorang sahabat meninggalkan suruhanNya
Adakah cukup membenci dengan hati?
sekiranya seorang sahabat meninggalkan solat
Adakah cukup membenci dengan hati?
Sekiranya melihat seorang sahabat tidak menutup aurat dengan sempurna
Adakah cukup membenci dengan hati?
Sekiranya melihat sahabat melakukan kemungkaran di depan mata
Adakah cukup membenci dengan hati?
Layakkah aku menegurnya secara lisan...
Layakkah aku menghalangnya dengan perbuatan...
Layakkah aku...
Mampukah aku...
Mereka mungkin tidak dapat menerima
dapatkah aku untuk menerima keredhaan Allah
tanpa mempedulikan keredhaan manusia...
Bantulah aku ya Allah...
Aku memohon cinta-Mu dan cinta orang yang mencintai-Mu
dan cinta amal yang membawaku ke samping-Mu
Jadikan Engkau lebih aku cintai daripada selain-Mu
Jadikan cintaku pada-Mu membimbingku pada ridha-Mu
kerinduanku pada-Mu mencegahku dari maksiat atas-Mu

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Muslimah


I just found this video from my folder and it reminds me back of all this advices. This video is one of a lot of thing that had help to woke me up from my sweet dreams in this temporary happy life. It makes me realise a lot of my lackness as a muslimah that I should be. Although the musics and the voice is not that good but look at the words and message of the song.

Ramadhan!



"O people!
The month of Allah SWT has come with His mercies and blessings.
This is the month that is the best of all months.
Its days are the best of days.
Its nights are the best of nights.
Its hours is the best of hours"
(Prophet Muhammad SAW)

Ramadhan has finally arrived
The most gracious month has come
This is our chances to do everything we can to please Him
For Him to forgive all our sins that we've done before
As Allah is the Most Merciful
to people who ask for His mercies
Never waste it just like that
May this Ramadhan is better than before
Insyaallah!

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Loneliness


Loneliness
is part of me now
I dont like it to be this way
Its not something that i want
But maybe
Its just something that i need
I dont have friends
I dont have loves
maybe
This is the best for me

ma,
You always look down at me
You never think I'am clever
You never think I'am smart
You always told me that i have no feelings
You talk something about me that never true
You never know about me mum
You never know about me.

Ma,
Thanks for everything that you have done for me
Sorry for all the hard work to gives us food, shelter.
All the money, the trust that you gave me
I never misuse it mum
I just hope you realise that.

Mum,
I never talk back when you shout at me
I always do all the house work so that you can come home and be happy
I always study hard to get an A
Just for you mum
I always stay at home
I never jalan2 and finish my money like what you accused me
I tried the best to be the best of me
To be the best person to you
To be the best person to Allah

But mum,
When you get back from your work
You still with your thoughts of me
You still dont think i'am clever
You still dont think I'am smart
You still look down at me
You said I never thankful for everything I had

But I started to wonder
maybe you are true mum
maybe I'am not thankful
For all this
I still feel emptiness in me
For all this
Now I know how money can't really buy anything

Oh God,
Forgive me for not be thankful
Forgive me to feel this way
Ya Allah,
Help and lead me to the right path
Forgive me for all the sins that I've done

mum,
Maybe you forget
I always love you mum
I do have feelings
Its not your money that I craving for
Its your love
Maybe you cant give your love
But please stop accusing me
Stop think of something that I'am not
Please do appreciate everything I do for you like how I appreciate everything you do for me
That's all I ask from you mum
No matter what
I always always always want you to know
I do have feelings
I do always love you


Thursday, August 5, 2010

I wish I never know you before



Friends.
friends will cheer you up when you are sad
Friends is the one that always be there for you when you had problems
friends is the only one who makes you laugh out loud
friends is the one that will remind and sms you if you forget anything
friends is the one who will search for you if you are absent in class

Friends is the only one who realise first if you have new hair cut, changes in your size of tudung, the way you pakai your tudung
friends is the only one who realise if you wear new baju kurung or not
even sometimes it annoys u so much when they say 'wah baju baruuuu"

Friends is the only one who interested to hear your story, sometimes it might be boring and stupid
but still
friends
they will just be there for you
To have friends is the same like to have love
Its beautiful
it makes you alive.

Friends is the only one who will always tell the truth but in a very polite n 'kindest' way
and you was just like
apa? just tell me lah! no need to cover2!
sometimes it just hurt you
but at least you know the truth
At least, they don't talk behind you
because that wont makes them a friend
but sometimes
they just wont tell
and you wondered so much
you paranoia so much
Its killing you
sometimes they just cant stand your arrogant
they never tell
they keep it just by themselves
until sometimes
there is only hatred left

Friends

Its the sweetest thing to have friends
But to find the good one
is just one of millions
It hurts a lot
when they stab you in the back
It hurts a lot
to think of how much happy things that had happen until now
just because of some stupid thing
some stupid lies
some stupid high-pitched voice
They left you
they don't even say goodbye
they don't even say why
And you
Just hoping that they will come back
Readily to forgive anything for what they've done
to cried n tell them for how much you miss them
to apologize for being selfish and stupid
How much I wish I never know you before
So that I wont hurt this bad
Thank you for being my friend

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Justin Bieber - Never Say Never ft. Jaden Smith

Never say never~

Its madness...

To hate all roses, because u got scratched by one thorn.

To give up all your dreams, because one did not come true.

To lose faith in prayers, because one was not answered.

To give up on your efforts, because one of them failed.

To condemn all your friends, because one of them betrayed.

Not to believe in love, because someone was unfaithful.

Another chance may come up

A new Love, new Friends, new Life.

I'll never give up on anything.