Muslimah

I just found this video from my folder and it reminds me back of all this advices. This video is one of a lot of thing that had help to woke me up from my sweet dreams in this temporary happy life. It makes me realise a lot of my lackness as a muslimah that I should be. Although the musics and the voice is not that good but look at the words and message of the song.

Ramadhan!

"O people!

The month of Allah SWT has come with His mercies and blessings.

This is the month that is the best of all months.

Its days are the best of days.

Its nights are the best of nights.

Its hours is the best of hours"

(Prophet Muhammad SAW)

Ramadhan has finally arrived

The most gracious month has come

This is our chances to do everything we can to please Him

For Him to forgive all our sins that we've done before

As Allah is the Most Merciful

to people who ask for His mercies

Never waste it just like that

May this Ramadhan is better than before

Insyaallah!

Loneliness

Loneliness

is part of me now

I dont like it to be this way

Its not something that i want

But maybe

Its just something that i need

I dont have friends

I dont have loves

maybe

This is the best for me

ma,

You always look down at me

You never think I'am clever

You never think I'am smart

You always told me that i have no feelings

You talk something about me that never true

You never know about me mum

You never know about me.

Ma,

Thanks for everything that you have done for me

Sorry for all the hard work to gives us food, shelter.

All the money, the trust that you gave me

I never misuse it mum

I just hope you realise that.

Mum,

I never talk back when you shout at me

I always do all the house work so that you can come home and be happy

I always study hard to get an A

Just for you mum

I always stay at home

I never jalan2 and finish my money like what you accused me

I tried the best to be the best of me

To be the best person to you

To be the best person to Allah

But mum,

When you get back from your work

You still with your thoughts of me

You still dont think i'am clever

You still dont think I'am smart

You still look down at me

You said I never thankful for everything I had

But I started to wonder

maybe you are true mum

maybe I'am not thankful

For all this

I still feel emptiness in me

For all this

Now I know how money can't really buy anything

Oh God,

Forgive me for not be thankful

Forgive me to feel this way

Ya Allah,

Help and lead me to the right path

Forgive me for all the sins that I've done

mum,

Maybe you forget

I always love you mum

I do have feelings

Its not your money that I craving for

Its your love

Maybe you cant give your love

But please stop accusing me

Stop think of something that I'am not

Please do appreciate everything I do for you like how I appreciate everything you do for me

That's all I ask from you mum

No matter what

I always always always want you to know

I do have feelings

I do always love you

I wish I never know you before

Friends.

friends will cheer you up when you are sad

Friends is the one that always be there for you when you had problems

friends is the only one who makes you laugh out loud

friends is the one that will remind and sms you if you forget anything

friends is the one who will search for you if you are absent in class

Friends is the only one who realise first if you have new hair cut, changes in your size of tudung, the way you pakai your tudung

friends is the only one who realise if you wear new baju kurung or not

even sometimes it annoys u so much when they say 'wah baju baruuuu"

Friends is the only one who interested to hear your story, sometimes it might be boring and stupid

but still

friends

they will just be there for you

To have friends is the same like to have love

Its beautiful

it makes you alive.

Friends is the only one who will always tell the truth but in a very polite n 'kindest' way

and you was just like

apa? just tell me lah! no need to cover2!

sometimes it just hurt you

but at least you know the truth

At least, they don't talk behind you

because that wont makes them a friend

but sometimes

they just wont tell

and you wondered so much

you paranoia so much

Its killing you

sometimes they just cant stand your arrogant

they never tell

they keep it just by themselves

until sometimes

there is only hatred left

Friends

Its the sweetest thing to have friends

But to find the good one

is just one of millions

It hurts a lot

when they stab you in the back

It hurts a lot

to think of how much happy things that had happen until now

just because of some stupid thing

some stupid lies

some stupid high-pitched voice

They left you

they don't even say goodbye

they don't even say why

And you

Just hoping that they will come back

Readily to forgive anything for what they've done

to cried n tell them for how much you miss them

to apologize for being selfish and stupid

How much I wish I never know you before

So that I wont hurt this bad

Thank you for being my friend

I wish that I never know you...

Justin Bieber - Never Say Never ft. Jaden Smith

Never say never~

Its madness...

To hate all roses, because u got scratched by one thorn.

To give up all your dreams, because one did not come true.

To lose faith in prayers, because one was not answered.

To give up on your efforts, because one of them failed.

To condemn all your friends, because one of them betrayed.

Not to believe in love, because someone was unfaithful.

Another chance may come up

A new Love, new Friends, new Life.

I'll never give up on anything.