cerita lucu

Manusia, penuh dengan masalah sendiri. Masalah yang tidak pandai selesai. Kemewahan yang tidak pernah cukup. Itulah manusia.

Sometimes they think they are the only one who had problems

the only one yang paling malang di dunia

tidakkah mereka pernah berfikir

Allah tidak akan memberikan mereka sesuatu di luar kemampuanNya

tidakkah mereka pernah bersyukur dengan apa yang sedia ada

tidakkah mereka pernah terfikir bahawa lebih ramai manusia yang lebih teruk dari mereka

yang selalu berdoa utk mendapatkan biar sedikit kesenangan pun, mereka akan bersyukur!

Jangan cepat tergoda dgn kesenangan sementara

Bandingkanlah diri kamu dengan org yang kuat ketakwaan nya dari kamu dan bukan orang yang kurang ilmunya dari kamu.

dan bandingkalah org yang lebih malang dari kamu dan bukannya org yang beruntung.

ini akan mebuat kan kamu lebih mengejar ketakwaan Allah dan membuatkan kamu lebih bersyukur.

Manusia zaman sekarang,

Facebook: Ya Allah ampunilah segala dosaku, tabahkanlah hatiku, kuat kan smgt n bla bla bla...

Tapi sembahyang ada doa ka x xtwla

Melakukan perkara yang dimurkai Allah terang terangan.

Astaghfirullahalazim...(Nauzubillah)

gambar post fb berkepit dgn seorang bukan mahramnya xble blah

Tapi post doa dkt fb bkn men hebat.

Wahai muslimah, tolonglah ada secebis sifat malu dalam diri kamu.

dah letak gmbr camtu xpaya la nk post2 camtu... Nak kata jahil xjgk... xtwla

Bagaimana kamu katakan kamu mengasihi Allah, tapi melakukan apa yang dilarang Nya

dan bagaimana kamu katakan kamu membenci syaitan, tapi kamu mengikut perkara yang dia hasut?

Lucu... manusia zaman sekarang lucu..

Pesanan ini juga untuk saya agar saya boleh memperbaiki diri di hari kemudian

Get up and TRY.

Ever wonder about what he's doing?
How it all turned to lies.
Sometimes I think that it's better to never ask why...

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, try, try
Gotta get up and try, try, try

Funny how the heart can be deceiving
More than just a couple times
Why do we fall in love so easy?
Even when it's not right

Ever worried that it might be ruined
And does it make you wanna cry?
When you're out there doing what you're doing
Are you just getting by?
Tell me are you just getting by?

What I see in you?

I see things that people cant see.
I see Wonderful imperfectness in you.
I see sincerity
I see love

That is what I see, but I can say Im not that certain of the reality.
If you are opposite of any of these, I just pray that someday, it will become reality, maybe not to me, but to somebody. Someone lucky.

Hey you, Yeah You. This is for You.

Move on crisis.

What am I thinking? Move on Rafidatul Wajihah!

Moving on by mean trying to forget things which is previously bring pleasant to us.

(That is more like anhedonia, isn't it? Wateva) 

Its like trying to skip time but without any teCh device or time machine.

Its more like trying to tell the device up there inside our head to jz stop thinking bout the past.

But i need back up plan... No u dont.

Focus on what will happen next. Because the past wont happen again.

(Actually it will if we still do the same mistake...) 

But still, of course, learn from your mistakes.

Its not that i cant get over the past. I just dont have things to make me get over it. I mean like friends, or new activities, or new life.

I always forever alone, n i think Im very comfortable with that for now.

(I really hope that it wont be forever anyway...)

I think that when i do things alone, the quality will be better. Because Im able to focus better.

Is that good? Its not, right? Ahh I guess I am weird.

Oh well,

I will pass all this one day. 

You'll see.

I love myself n I have aim in life.

Peace out.

Double-standard bastards.

The world are getting colder n colder everyday. The people are getting meaner and self-centered. What really happen to all you humans? What distract you away? What is your real objectives in life? What is the truth and what are lies? Which one is right and which is wrong? The world are getting lack of all these things. They couldn't differentiate it anymore. They even can't differentiate what humans n whats not. Self-humanity? There are gone. Trying to catch on something that is temporary. The meanest have it all. The world's mind have corrupted and destroyed. Full of egoistic and materialistic. No Sanity at all. Is it money that can satisfy you? Is it fame you craving for? Will that bring you happiness? 

Human. Even a 2nd pile of gold given to them they will never be satisfy. 

Letting other people die for their own selfish needs. 

Racism and religion being trade on.

Trying to judge every other religion and race without trying to be the best on it. 

Muslims are treated like rubbish. Palestine, Syria, Lebanon, Iraqi, Philippines, Thailand. 

They all treated like slaves in their own country. 

What is this?

Oh people who always talk about human rights and bullshits when it come to muslim girls with jilbab? 

What is this?

Did anyone give a damn about this? Did the human rights give a damn about this? Did anyone who act like holy in their own religion give a damn about this?

What are you trying to stand for? Whats more non human than ignoring how same human like us getting treated like dog?

Is this what you have been preached in your religion?

Trusting all the con media which everyone knows how con they are?

Terrorism? Tell me about it. How well you know about it. Give proofs.

Who started the first world war? Who killed about 20millions of aborigines in Australia? Who sent the nuclear bombs of Hiroshima and Nagasaki? Who kiled more than 100millions of Indians in North America? Who killed more than 50 millions of Indians in south America? Who took about 180 millions of African people as slaves and 88% of them died and was thrown in Atlantic ocean?

Muslims???

If muslim commit all these same crimes, he is a terrorist. 

Remove the double standard people.

Trying to make peace by ignoring other people killed for every breath you r taking rite now. 

"There is nothing we can do?"

for God sake.

at least remember, We all will die sooner or later. 

n we all will be judge for every thing we had done.

At least have some respect. 

At least try to know n SEEK for the truth.

At least don't believe in something that never been proven.

At least know that for every happy moment we are having right now, people there suffer till their last breath.

and THERE IS NOTHING WE CAN DO.

Lovespain,

How it feels to be loved by someone you love? It must be damn wonderful.

Its just a myth ppl. You wont appreciate people who loves you and thats vice versa.

How it feels to love someone and you know its wrong? 

You finally found someone you really love but he is not the one for you?

Your love saying sweet words but when you see it through his eye you see lies.

Acting like you don't care but deep inside you are crying loudly.

It's painful! 

You want to end this but you can't. 

You love him.

Love alone won't make a relationship works.

Its a lot more than that. 

Ya Allah, help me.

Kangen Band -- Pujaan Hati lyric

Damn SAD song... Tiba-tiba teringat kisah lama...Arghh...:(

Days of Regrets

29th of october, this means Im 21 years, 7 months, and 18 days now,

or approximately I age 7902 days.

In this 7902 days, there's a LOT of things had happen.

I need to track back in time of how I've been doing for this past 7902 days.

Going through a lot of things.

Am I doing good, Am I doing fine?

All the changes I've made in life, does it worth?

Man, they always have regrets. They never ever sure of what will happen next.

Do things based on experience.

I hope every little things I've made in the past, present and the future

Will make sense 1 day.

*SAD MODE*

Missing someone.

It just so good to show how strong we are in the outside

but the real thing is no one knows what is it like in the inside

I wish I could be strong in both side

have a more passion on something

have something to hold onto

there's no doubt that I will always hold it all on to Allah

I just miss someone

Having someone by your side

It just the most wonderful things in life

Never abandoned yourself from other people

Live life to the fullest.

The Click Five - Empty Lyrics

Iam taking back my love

I'd give it all up, now I'm taking back my love,

my love, my love, my love...

I try hard to please you but I know it will never work that way.

I know how hard for you to accept all this, to accept what I did to you.

but I hope one day you will understand.

Relationship is not for me now.

I hope I make it really clear,

yes relationship is not for me now.

I just need my friends to cheer me up and support me. and that just it.

I need you as my friend. but if you hope for something more, I just cant say yes.

I suffer enough to see u suffer.

I suffer enough to get suffered by your sufferation.

I just cant help it.

I just cant get it fix. We just cant get it fix.

I am not for you and you know it, and you keep on pushing this relationship till this far

I got to end this.

Thanks for your love

'Am Sorry.

I deserve nobody

You dont deserve me

Used to think you were the one
Yeah the only one
Used to think we’d never part
I laid my heart
In your empty hands
Thinkin’ they were strong
Now I know that I was wrong

You don’t deserve me – no you don’t
You don’t deserve me-and I won’ t
Waste no more tears
Waste no more thoughts
Thinkin’ bout what could have been

You don’t deserve me – no you don’t
You don’t deserve me-so I won’ t
Give you my tears
Give you my thoughts
Because you do not deserve
someone like me

Oh boy, you took the very best
And just dropped the rest
My heart broke without a sound
Without a beat
When it touched the ground
You let me fall and I fell
But I learned the lesson well

And I know you ll never find someone like me

Yes you!

ARQ

Today Prof Adlina was jz advicing the student not to drop ARQ. and I'm SO agree with her. ARQ is Assertion and reasoning question. the only reason why they want to drop it because the question are too hard and lowered their marks. Damn, the students always want the easy way. Although I always want the easy way also but come on la, its Medicine. We are studying this not for saja2 and we are not tested and evaluated to prove how stupid the MAHSA MBBS student is (which is quite true) but this is for our own good. We'll never know which level we are now if we are not tested with all this type of questions. I dont even think they had ever tried enough. If we are not even out from the comfort zone, i think most of them will be very vulnerable to this type of virus I've just discovered, human Lazynoma and failurize Virus (HLFV). Its actually an endemic disease here in MAHSA. I hope they'll discover vaccines for this. They are so very senang lenang sometimes and im not envy, I just want everyone to wake up! We are actually not good enough compared to all other colleges out there (im talking about overseas's). I also sometimes very lazy and sleep all the time but at least I know I need to work hard for this. there's nothing easy about medicine. the only thing that easy if they make easy questions but in the future, do you think They will let u confront something very easy in ur life?

There is a long way to go guys... and this just the beginning. Even the beginning(which is nothing lg) pun you still always demand, still want easy easy easy. How can you face the future with this such of attitude. Think.

Weird results

I just got my result and the result is damn weird. i got damn good.

i wont lie, the questions was quite tough. i know i'll not getting below b, but A- is TOO GOOD. and for the first time in MAHSA's MBBS student freaking life, almost half of them got A- and above. 99% pass the exams??? this is freaking wrong and weird man. and I'm not satisfied at all. i started to think they change or lowered the grades which are not good. I feel im getting the marks that i shouldnt get. i dont deserve it. how can they improve with that such of grades. they was very damn satisfied. They think they are so hebat, study so sikit but get a very good result. Maybe this is good for the dean, the MQA, and whoever people who visits MAHSA, but for the students? a future most credibility, diligence, doctors, hey we are not playing lifes here. how can you treat sick people with that kind of knowledge you have. Doctors are not all about the skills, but the head. bad head wont create a superb skills for sure. This is not good. i hope this wont last long. i'll study harder. the only one that deserve to satisfied is the one that got A solid. maybe the true marks will be A-. but for me maybe i got B or B+. i know my own kemampuan. when i didnt study i wont got the best results. maybe good but not the best. if we dont feel the pressure, we are not trying enough! Don't dare to reach the stars if you dont even JUMP.

I miss Him...:(

I always, always n always wanted to be a better person, to be good, to be nice to other ppl... blah3x....

but still i had this black pieces in me that make me Easily annoyed with other ppl.. why why why?? I can't stand this feeling too but it never goes away.

Ohhh how much I miss Him... :( He is the only one that can help me to solve my problems..

ALL my problems!

Where are You??? Did I really forget you??

I need You, I REALLY2 need you...

always always always!

plz dont apart from me

please dont leave me alone...

I need your love

I need your blessing...

Oh the Creator of the universe

Oh Allah.... Help me.

(Janganlah Kau tutup pintu hatiku setelah Kau memberi hidayah kepadaku...)

Trying to be better AGAIN

Bantulah aku Ya Allah

sesungguhnya hati hamba mu ini mudah goyah

iman hambamu ini naik dan turun...

Jadikanlah hatiku ini seperti hati2 orang bertakwa

jadikanlah imanku ini sperti iman ahli tabiin

Teguhkanlah hatiku Ya Allah..

Sesungguhnya aku mudah hanyut...

dan leka dengan kesenangan dan kebahagiaan dunia yang menipu...:'(

Aku mncari2 teman yang sejati buat menemani perjuangan suci

Aku mncari2 teman yang sejati buat menemani perjuangan suci

Aku tidak mengharapkan paras rupa, jauh sekali harta benda

Aku cuma menginginkan hati yang baik dan iman takwa

Aku tidak sebaik mana untuk mengharapkan insan sebaik ahli sufi

Aku tidak sesempurna mana untuk mnghrpkn insan sesempurna Rasulullah

Aku juga tidak secekal wanita2 idaman para mujahiddin untuk menjadi isteri mereka

Namun aku mencari keredhaan Allah

Aku mencari cinta Allah

Aku

mengharapkan cinta insan yang mencintai Allah

Agar dia boleh membimbing ku kepada cinta Nya

Orang yang mencintai Allah adalah orang yang takut sujud kepada Nya

dan mengikuti perintah Nya

Wahai temanku

Janganlah kau memberi ku alasan untuk menolak mu

Jadilah insan yang baik

idaman wanita solehah

Kerna aku sedaya upaya menjadi yang terbaik

dan aku juga mengharapkan yang terbaik

Aku boleh saja meninggalkan mu dengan alasan ini

Janganlah kau memberi ku alasan untuk menolak mu

Meditation upon the prophet

When being humilated, remember the Prophet SAW in Ta'if

When starving, remember the prophet SAW tying two stones to his stomach in the battle of Khandaq

When getting angry, remember the Prophet SAW control of anger on the martyrdom of his beloved uncle, Hamza a.s.

When losing tooth, remember the Prophet SAW tooth in the battle of Uhud

When bleeding from any part of the body, remember the Prophet SAW body covered in blood on his return from Taif

When feeling lonely, remember the Prophet SAW seclusion in Mount Hira'

When feeling tired in Solat, remember the Prophet SAW blessed feet in Tahajjud

When prickled by thorns, remember the Prophet SAW pain from Abu LAhab's wife

When being troubled by neighbours, remember the old woman who would empty rubbish upon the Prophet SAW

When losing a child, remember the Prophet SAW beloved son Ibraheem a.s.

When being in along journey, remember the Prophet SAW long journey to MAdinah

When going against Sunnah, remember the Prophet SAW intercession, (Ummati, ummati, ummati) (My Ummah)

Before shaving your beard, remember the Prophet SAW face when rejecting the beardless men who came to see him

When experiencing a lack of food, remember the Prophet SAW day of poverty

When experiencing poverty, remember the Prophet SAW advice to Ashaab-e-Suffa (People of Suffa)

When losing a family member, remember the Prophet SAW departure from this world

When being made an orphan, remember the Prophet SAW at the age of six

When sponsoring an orphan, remember the Prophet SAW sponsor of Zaid ibn Haritha

When fearing an enemy, remember the Prophet SAW advice to Abu Bakar in Mount Thour

Whatever you may do, remember that your deeds are shown to the prophet SAW. Are we pleasing or displeasing him?

Whatever a situation you find yourself in, remember your role model, the best of creation,

Prophet Muhammad SAW

SEMESTER 2 Result

SEMESTER 2

CVSCTX Anatomy: A-

Mini test 1 block CARDIOVASCULAR SYSTEM: B

Mini test 2 block CARDIOVASCULAR SYSTEM: B+

HEMQuiz Biochemistry (Block hematology): A

Quiz Pharmacology (Block Hematology): (28.5/30)

Mini test block HEMATOLOGY: A-

RESPCTX Anatomy: B

Mini test 1 block RESPIRATORY SYSTEM: A-

Mini test 2 block RESPIRATORY SYSTEM: B

Final EXAM:

CVS+HEM+RESP= B+

Alhamdulillah...

Aku takkan berjaya tanpa pertolonganMu...:)