ARQ

Today Prof Adlina was jz advicing the student not to drop ARQ. and I'm SO agree with her. ARQ is Assertion and reasoning question. the only reason why they want to drop it because the question are too hard and lowered their marks. Damn, the students always want the easy way. Although I always want the easy way also but come on la, its Medicine. We are studying this not for saja2 and we are not tested and evaluated to prove how stupid the MAHSA MBBS student is (which is quite true) but this is for our own good. We'll never know which level we are now if we are not tested with all this type of questions. I dont even think they had ever tried enough. If we are not even out from the comfort zone, i think most of them will be very vulnerable to this type of virus I've just discovered, human Lazynoma and failurize Virus (HLFV). Its actually an endemic disease here in MAHSA. I hope they'll discover vaccines for this. They are so very senang lenang sometimes and im not envy, I just want everyone to wake up! We are actually not good enough compared to all other colleges out there (im talking about overseas's). I also sometimes very lazy and sleep all the time but at least I know I need to work hard for this. there's nothing easy about medicine. the only thing that easy if they make easy questions but in the future, do you think They will let u confront something very easy in ur life?

There is a long way to go guys... and this just the beginning. Even the beginning(which is nothing lg) pun you still always demand, still want easy easy easy. How can you face the future with this such of attitude. Think.

Weird results

I just got my result and the result is damn weird. i got damn good.

i wont lie, the questions was quite tough. i know i'll not getting below b, but A- is TOO GOOD. and for the first time in MAHSA's MBBS student freaking life, almost half of them got A- and above. 99% pass the exams??? this is freaking wrong and weird man. and I'm not satisfied at all. i started to think they change or lowered the grades which are not good. I feel im getting the marks that i shouldnt get. i dont deserve it. how can they improve with that such of grades. they was very damn satisfied. They think they are so hebat, study so sikit but get a very good result. Maybe this is good for the dean, the MQA, and whoever people who visits MAHSA, but for the students? a future most credibility, diligence, doctors, hey we are not playing lifes here. how can you treat sick people with that kind of knowledge you have. Doctors are not all about the skills, but the head. bad head wont create a superb skills for sure. This is not good. i hope this wont last long. i'll study harder. the only one that deserve to satisfied is the one that got A solid. maybe the true marks will be A-. but for me maybe i got B or B+. i know my own kemampuan. when i didnt study i wont got the best results. maybe good but not the best. if we dont feel the pressure, we are not trying enough! Don't dare to reach the stars if you dont even JUMP.

I miss Him...:(

I always, always n always wanted to be a better person, to be good, to be nice to other ppl... blah3x....

but still i had this black pieces in me that make me Easily annoyed with other ppl.. why why why?? I can't stand this feeling too but it never goes away.

Ohhh how much I miss Him... :( He is the only one that can help me to solve my problems..

ALL my problems!

Where are You??? Did I really forget you??

I need You, I REALLY2 need you...

always always always!

plz dont apart from me

please dont leave me alone...

I need your love

I need your blessing...

Oh the Creator of the universe

Oh Allah.... Help me.

(Janganlah Kau tutup pintu hatiku setelah Kau memberi hidayah kepadaku...)

Trying to be better AGAIN

Bantulah aku Ya Allah

sesungguhnya hati hamba mu ini mudah goyah

iman hambamu ini naik dan turun...

Jadikanlah hatiku ini seperti hati2 orang bertakwa

jadikanlah imanku ini sperti iman ahli tabiin

Teguhkanlah hatiku Ya Allah..

Sesungguhnya aku mudah hanyut...

dan leka dengan kesenangan dan kebahagiaan dunia yang menipu...:'(

Aku mncari2 teman yang sejati buat menemani perjuangan suci

Aku mncari2 teman yang sejati buat menemani perjuangan suci

Aku tidak mengharapkan paras rupa, jauh sekali harta benda

Aku cuma menginginkan hati yang baik dan iman takwa

Aku tidak sebaik mana untuk mengharapkan insan sebaik ahli sufi

Aku tidak sesempurna mana untuk mnghrpkn insan sesempurna Rasulullah

Aku juga tidak secekal wanita2 idaman para mujahiddin untuk menjadi isteri mereka

Namun aku mencari keredhaan Allah

Aku mencari cinta Allah

Aku

mengharapkan cinta insan yang mencintai Allah

Agar dia boleh membimbing ku kepada cinta Nya

Orang yang mencintai Allah adalah orang yang takut sujud kepada Nya

dan mengikuti perintah Nya

Wahai temanku

Janganlah kau memberi ku alasan untuk menolak mu

Jadilah insan yang baik

idaman wanita solehah

Kerna aku sedaya upaya menjadi yang terbaik

dan aku juga mengharapkan yang terbaik

Aku boleh saja meninggalkan mu dengan alasan ini

Janganlah kau memberi ku alasan untuk menolak mu

Meditation upon the prophet

When being humilated, remember the Prophet SAW in Ta'if

When starving, remember the prophet SAW tying two stones to his stomach in the battle of Khandaq

When getting angry, remember the Prophet SAW control of anger on the martyrdom of his beloved uncle, Hamza a.s.

When losing tooth, remember the Prophet SAW tooth in the battle of Uhud

When bleeding from any part of the body, remember the Prophet SAW body covered in blood on his return from Taif

When feeling lonely, remember the Prophet SAW seclusion in Mount Hira'

When feeling tired in Solat, remember the Prophet SAW blessed feet in Tahajjud

When prickled by thorns, remember the Prophet SAW pain from Abu LAhab's wife

When being troubled by neighbours, remember the old woman who would empty rubbish upon the Prophet SAW

When losing a child, remember the Prophet SAW beloved son Ibraheem a.s.

When being in along journey, remember the Prophet SAW long journey to MAdinah

When going against Sunnah, remember the Prophet SAW intercession, (Ummati, ummati, ummati) (My Ummah)

Before shaving your beard, remember the Prophet SAW face when rejecting the beardless men who came to see him

When experiencing a lack of food, remember the Prophet SAW day of poverty

When experiencing poverty, remember the Prophet SAW advice to Ashaab-e-Suffa (People of Suffa)

When losing a family member, remember the Prophet SAW departure from this world

When being made an orphan, remember the Prophet SAW at the age of six

When sponsoring an orphan, remember the Prophet SAW sponsor of Zaid ibn Haritha

When fearing an enemy, remember the Prophet SAW advice to Abu Bakar in Mount Thour

Whatever you may do, remember that your deeds are shown to the prophet SAW. Are we pleasing or displeasing him?

Whatever a situation you find yourself in, remember your role model, the best of creation,

Prophet Muhammad SAW

SEMESTER 2 Result

SEMESTER 2

CVSCTX Anatomy: A-

Mini test 1 block CARDIOVASCULAR SYSTEM: B

Mini test 2 block CARDIOVASCULAR SYSTEM: B+

HEMQuiz Biochemistry (Block hematology): A

Quiz Pharmacology (Block Hematology): (28.5/30)

Mini test block HEMATOLOGY: A-

RESPCTX Anatomy: B

Mini test 1 block RESPIRATORY SYSTEM: A-

Mini test 2 block RESPIRATORY SYSTEM: B

Final EXAM:

CVS+HEM+RESP= B+

Alhamdulillah...

Aku takkan berjaya tanpa pertolonganMu...:)